What I read

Finished Diary at the Centre of the Earth, which I really enjoyed.

Then on to Anthony Powell, Hearing Secret Harmonies (A Dance to the Music of Time) (1975) in anticipation of the final meeting of the reading group. This is the one that appears to have been invaded by characters from a Simon Raven novel, or that thing I have mentioned about writers getting a plot-bunny that was meant to go to someone else.... On another paw, at least Isobel gets rather more on-page time than she was usually wont.

Finished The Lathe of Heaven.

Discovered that there was a new David Wishart Corvinus mystery, Dead in the Water (2025) - I would say that not being informed of this is due to their only being available via Kindle these days, except Kobo, really not all that at keeping one informed of books in series one has been keeping up with. So I gritted my teeth, and read it via the app on the tablet. Not perhaps one of the top entrants in the series.

On the go

Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie, Dream Count (2025), for the in-person book group meeting in a week on Sunday, and nearly finished. I have writ before of the genre of '4 (usually youngish) women, connected in some way, affronting their destinies', which was all over in the 60s-80s, but possibly not so much these days? to which this has some resemblances.

Up next

I got partner the most recent Slough House thriller for Christmas and he has now finished it, so I guess that's probably my next read.

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Jan. 7th, 2026 09:34 am[personal profile] oursin
Happy birthday, [personal profile] beeswing, [personal profile] ciiriianan and [personal profile] queen_ypolita!

Today it did snow

Jan. 6th, 2026 03:17 pm[personal profile] oursin

Though by now it's mostly dispersed - still lying in parts.

***

Yesterday had that exasperating thing of asking what I thought was a question for very specific thing (not even for myself, for someone who didn't have access to this particular knowledge-resource) and got, okay, one really good response that was right on point, and several which demonstrated that actual humans are quite capable all by themselves of hallucinating what the question actually was and providing answers entirely tangential and Point Thahr Misst.

***

I have had to do with this campaigner: ‘Women have to fight for what they want’: UK campaigner’s 60-year unfinished battle for abortion rights over archives of campaigns she was involved in (I even, as I recollect, suggested an appropriate riposte - a bouquet of parsley - to some weird hostile message sent to her by the notorious Victoria Gillick.)

Pretty much her contemporary, I don't think I ever met the recently-deceased Molly Parkin, but I certainly read various of her writings, including most of her various 'bonk-busters' - I'm not sure they entirely fit that category - which seem to have fallen out of print, at least, they do not seem to have enjoyed e-revival.

From all overish:

Grab the nearest book.
Turn to page 126
The 6th full sentence is your life in 2026.

Huh. The nearest book is (probably) Eve Babitz, Eve's Hollywood (1974), and the sentence is

'And songs.'

Hmmmmm.

Alternatively, the nearest book is Callum G Brown, 90 Humanists and the Ethical Transition of Britain: the Open Conspiracy, 1930-80, in which p 126 is a blank page between chapters.

***

I rather liked this, because it accords with a lot of my own feelings that The Internet is not entirely a seething pit of toxicity and there are, actually, benefits:

[A]s someone who, like millions of others, lives in a different place to where I grew up, interacting with other people’s lives online and posting about my own could still provide a surprisingly wholesome function. It’s not just about bitching about my ex-classmates being arrested or getting into multi-level marketing scams. It’s also a way to stay connected, to feel less homesick.
During the pandemic, and before that when I had to isolate myself during chemotherapy, social media wasn’t just a distraction; it was a lifeline. It was a way to feel sane and engaged with people I couldn’t reach out and touch. If we couldn’t be together in person, I could at least see snippets of their world.
Even now that I am free to be out and about, I miss those snippets. I wish we weren’t too cool or too bored or too frightened of being judged to invite each other into our online lives a bit more. I think it’s time to bring back that connection.

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*Though I had a version of 'the place that was there just now has disappeared' dream last night, where I was in some kind of train station, or maybe it was a platform with indicators, and saw a destination and time that I didn't need at that moment, and went back again because that was now what I wanted, and of course it was all different. Symbolickal?

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Jan. 5th, 2026 09:49 am[personal profile] oursin
Happy birthday, [staff profile] denise!

2026 Goals & Intentions

Jan. 4th, 2026 08:37 pm[personal profile] yaaurens
This is still sort of a rough draft, but hey, a rough draft is better than a no draft, right?

Media Type Stuff
- read 12 books
     - no more than two as re-reads
     - try to read at least two non-fiction books (yes, the accounting book counts)
- clear all the Currently Watching off my list on MDL by actually finishing the dang shows (this has no bearing on watching new shows; I just want to get all these shows I stalled out on finished, as they weren't boring I just... stopped)

Health Type Stuff
- get back into a fitness routine, which may include
     - using the Hybrid Calisthenics app
     - making sure I do my physio exercises regularly at home between appointments
     - going on regular walks either solo or with Helen
     - doing laps around the office building on my breaks at work (AKA, taking my damn breaks like I'm supposed to)
- look into an ADHD diagnosis / ask about whether pursuing an autism diagnosis is worthwhile
- get the recipes I like off of the Centr website before I lose access to it in March (paying money for a program I don't use is stupid, and I didn't see myself getting back into it, so I stopped by membership)
- figure out the gorram health insurance bullshittery
- get hands fixed, even if only temporarily

Habitat Type Stuff
- clean/organize bedroom (a never ending, constantly on the list goal)
- clean/organize shed (another never ending, constantly on the list goal)
- catalogue books
     - weed books?
     - find out what the bottom shelf of that one bookshelf looks like, lol. I haven't seen it for years, too much stuff in front, which ties into that first goal of the bedroom

Work Type Stuff
- work through the basic accounting book I found
- complete 100 tax returns
- work on levelling up to 3 or higher at work (currently at 2; max is 6/EA)
- look into SBC at work
- do better at keeping track of hours worked for mom
- update the ol' website with current stock
- apply to more craft fairs (did three in 2025, aiming for... 6? Kinda depends on how burned out I am post tax season)
- offer more/different classes
- work for Maureen

Creativity/Fun Stuff
- finish new weighted blanket
- JOURNEYS OF DISCOVERY
     - one small weekly?
     - one large monthly?
- get back into weekly update posting, if not more frequently
- go play on the Böse weekly, as work schedule allows
     - learn some new pieces? whaaaaaaat
- make use of my 6 Flags pass
     - find out which roller coaster is my favourite
     - can I make it out there monthly? Uncertain with tax season. Don't really want to go alone, but other friend works a normal schedule.
- keep up Shakesnights
     - Shakespark is already on the calendar!
     - figure out what's to come after we finish our chronological read in May
- try to get more friend time interaction, which means GO WHEN PEOPLE INVITE YOU TO THINGS, DUMBASS

2026 Media Intake Post

Jan. 4th, 2026 08:33 pm[personal profile] yaaurens
Books:
1) Gnomes of Lychford, by Paul Cornell. I really enjoyed this newest addition to the Lychford series of novellas. I just really wanted it to be longer! I wanted more! But it was relatively light and fluffy, as all of this series is, and highly enjoyable.




Dramas/TV:






Movies:
1) "Thursday Murder Club." The mystery was not super intriguing, but the cast was superb. Fun and relatively fluffy watch.

Culinary

Jan. 4th, 2026 07:54 pm[personal profile] oursin

This week's bread: the Collister/Blake My Favourite Loaf, strong white/wholemeal/light spelt flour. Okay, but not as nice as sometimes.

New Year's Eve evening meal: partridges with ducky little bacon weskits, pot-roasted in brandy and port (the drainings of the port, less than I thought we had) (one of them for some reason turned out partially undercooked, not sure why that was); served with cornmeal cakes, which for some reason turned out less satisfactory than usual, possibly the batter was a tad too slack, fine green beans and sliced baby peppers roasted in walnut oil with fennel seeds and splashed with gooseberry vinegar and cauliflower florets roasted in pumpkin seed oil with cumin seeds and splashed with tayberry vinegar.

Saturday breakfast rolls: basic buttermilk, light spelt flour, worked rather well.

Today's lunch: kedgeree with smoked haddock and quails' eggs (the rice took an unconscionable time to cook and possibly I slightly I overdid the cayenne), and a salad of little gem lettuce, white chicory and baby tomatoes dressed with salt, pepper, lime juice and avocado oil.

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Jan. 4th, 2026 01:00 pm[personal profile] oursin
Happy birthday, [personal profile] 19_crows, [personal profile] aitchellsee and [personal profile] sofiaviolet

Randomish things

Jan. 3rd, 2026 03:50 pm[personal profile] oursin

This one got occluded by festivities - Converts by Melanie McDonagh review – roads to Rome:

There is, too, a notable lack of women in this book, notwithstanding chapters on Gwen John, Spark and the Oxford philosopher Elizabeth Anscombe.

So, not just literary stars who took The Road to Rome and NO LETITIA FAIRFIELD who probably breaks a lot of the patterns by continuing to be a left-wing and feminist (stroppily so) public health doctor and vocal against what we would now call patriarchal misogyny within the Church (she was so Dame Rebecca's sister even if they didn't get on).

***

Lucy Mangan on John Lewis's 'members' lounge' - I have a distant recollection that back in the day when department stores were first A Thing, they did in fact have lounges where shopping ladies could repose themselves, along with facilities. Probably not drinkies and chocs, though.

***

The only known photographs of mathematician and computing pioneer Ada Lovelace have been acquired by the National Portrait Gallery just before they were expected to be sold to a private buyer. Fairly early instances of the photographic art, too.

***

Murkying the waters: The Lies and Falsifications of Oliver Sacks:

Rachel Aviv explored the personal journals of the celebrated neurologist and writer Oliver Sacks. What she found was shocking: he had fabricated and embellished some of his most well-known work — like Awakenings and The Man Who Mistook His Wife for a Hat.

***

On a rather different diary story: the prolonged saga of publishing Pepys: who would have believed this, over whether to go ahead and include all Samuel's more smutty adventures:

In 1960, while Penguin was being prosecuted for the publication of Lady Chatterley’s Lover, Magdalene sought the advice of its fellows on whether to proceed with a complete edition. C.S. Lewis argued that it would be ‘pusillanimous and unscholarly’ to hold back. Society, he wrote, was already so corrupted that the supposed further harm of ‘printing a few, obscure and widely separated passages in a very long and expensive book, seems to me unrealistic or even hypocritical’.

Yay Jack!

I hope it's not AN OMEN

Jan. 2nd, 2026 04:16 pm[personal profile] oursin

Partner's substituted veggie burgers had to be panfried rather than ovencooked (we actually usually spend a fair amount of time making sure that they can) and have RUINED the frying pan with some adherent substance which scrubbing and soaking has failed to shift.

Fortunately we live in the future and I was a) able to consult Which about the best frying pans (they have quite recently surveyed these, yay) and b) order one for same day click and collect at the local Argos.

Even if we entirely failed in entering the details to get our Nectar points on the transaction.

In other news, it appears that there was SNOW some time earlier today or last night which was still lying in shadowed spots when I went for my walk. Bitterly cold out but very bright.

Parakeet disporting around the back gardens and adjacent park.

We have not seen anything more of the fox which came right up the steps from the garden to the back door, after a leisurely descent left its marker on the garden fence, and then got into it with next door's cat, which was sitting on the back fence going 'come and 'ave a go if you think you're 'ard enough'.

What up, 2026?

Jan. 1st, 2026 11:11 am[personal profile] yaaurens
I would like to say I'm starting the year with enthusiasm and hope, but that's probably a lie, so instead, I will say that last year ended with a BANG for me, because...

I GOT TO PLAY A MOTHEREFFIN' BÖSENDORFER PIANO WITH EXTENDED KEYBOARD! Y'all. Y'all. I realise this is a thing that will mean little to most people, including my parents, but y'all. Bösies are like. The Granddaddy of All Pianos. You've heard of Steinway? Yamaha? MORONS! I mean. Sorry, got a little Princess Bride-y there. Steinway is what most people think of in terms of "oooh fancy piano," right? Well, Bösies are a step beyond that. Obviously, everyone has their preferences for playing, but dude. I have played the Steinways at school. And now I have played a Bösie and there is no comparing. This is a $120,000 instrument, easily. AND I GOT TO PLAY IT. I've asked if I can come over and play it more for fun, and the church was like, sure, as long as someone is in the office to let you in, go for it! I am dead y'all, D E D dead. I think my reaction to the piano tickled the people at the service, but I'm also pretty sure they don't really understand the amazingness of the moment. 

Anyway. Yeah, that was the end to my year, so that was pretty solid, compared to everything else that happened in 2025, ha.

I am now a legal, professional tax preparer in the state of California! So if any US-ians want their taxes done, I am allowed unless you are filing in Oregon or New York. And possibly other states, but those two are the bitchiest about outsiders who haven't taken their tests etc filing their state taxes.

I didn't really set goals last year, other than my media intake goals, which I knocked out of the park. I think that's a good sign, that I was getting back into reading and had the attention span to actually watch things. 
  • goal was 8 books, no more than 2 re-reads: finished 14 and a play, although some of the books were more like novellas and some were spread over a few years of reading, but still! I didn't put a length of book limit, so they all count, yep.
  • didn't have a movie goal, but watched at least 8, and possibly others that I forgot to put on my list, cuz, yeah, swiss cheese brain still rules here. The best of the year for me was definitely K-Pop Demon Hunters, although I was pleasantly surprised by Fantastic Four, and Dongji Rescue of course was a highlight simply because of Wu Lei and Zhu Yilong and Ni Ni and Chen Minghao all in the same movie.
  • goal of 12 new shows completed: finished 19, if you count S1 of Midnight Diner as a complete show. I am, because it's listed separately both on MDL and on Netflix. Again, there may have been more, but again, swiss cheese brain.
I'm still pondering what goals will be for this year, but am planning on meeting with a friend on Saturday to go over the Year Compass, so maybe that will help clarify some things for me.

Other things of import that have happened since, uhm, the end of October:

Autism self-diagnosis support group. I joined this four-week group for December; it was meant to be a place for people suspecting they were autistic to come together, go through some assessments, and get some clarity as to whether they felt it was a legit diagnosis for them or if maybe having had some discussion and assessments to be like, no, I think it's something else. It was not a clinical diagnostic group, so I still do not have an official Dx, but the practitioner running the group IS allowed to diagnose and basically told all of us, "So I can't TELL you you have autism because of the scope of the group, BUT I can say that everyone came into this group suspecting something, and I CAN tell you that your suspicions are correct, and that everyone would also benefit from looking into an ADHD diagnosis." So, uh. I guess that can go on my goal list for this year, get the ADHD assessment done up and see whether or not I want to look into medication for that. (Probably no meds, but maybe? I dunno. That's why I need the assessment etc!) ADHD is not something I had considered for myself before, but apparently when you smush both autism and ADHD together, you get a weird co-mingling of symptoms that are neither one or the other but a secret third thing? And when I started looking at how the three options (autism only, ADHD only, AuDHD) stack up, it was very much a "well fuck, that is me" kind of thing. If I do have ADHD, I definitely want to get that officially DX'd, simply because it is the safer one to have on the books these days, and I want to have SOMETHING to point to if I need accommodations or anything at some time in the future.

Passed the tax class, passed the level up test, so now my business cards are already out of date, lol. Started doing some of the self-led classes for the next level up. Do I even know if I'm gonna want to keep doing taxes after this season? No, but learning new shit is always fun.

Physio continues; had a follow-up with the rheumatologist for some reason unknown to either her or me, so that was a wasted $90 copay. She had me try a different anti-inflammatory, but it was definitely not as good, so I switched back to what I was on before. Waiting on the referral to the hand specialist, and will probably follow up with the office tomorrow since insurance and everything switched with the new year. The carpal tunnel doesn't seem to be doing any better (if anything, worse), but the tendonitis definitely doesn't feel as bad. Wondering if time of year/weather has any impact, because it was late Jan/early Feb last year that I finally was like, fuck this I can't do buttons I need help, and we're getting there again and my hand are hurting worse again.

I've still not made it to Six Flags; we thought about going yesterday, but then it was rainy and I had the service last night, so it didn't happen. 

We've been on mini-hiatus for Shakes, because we had someone who was going to be busy on Christmas Adam, so we smooshed Pericles into back to back weeks. Next up is Cymbeline, which is another kinda weird one, but a bit more normal than Pericles. I'm trying to get as much casting done over the break as possible, for all plays upcoming, since once tax season starts I have no idea how things are going to go with free time and brain space. (this is why I asked everyone to check their calendars and put the dates on the list so they would know and not schedule something else, heh.) It's hard to believe we're almost done with another entire round of the plays, and also starting year six. Wild. Also, kinda nice that we started in 2020, because it makes it easy to keep track, haha.

I feel like I only ever talk about the same very few things, which should maybe be a goal for this year: find something new and different to do? I saw that the Discworld's animal (?) of the year for the Roundworld is a Curious Squid, and I also saw a post about going on JOURNEYS OF DISCOVERY, so maybe that shall be my theme this year. Me and the Curious Squid, going on Journeys of Discovery. More to come, after the Year Compass gets filled it, perhaps.


Subsequent to the ereader issue (I am yet again having to go through marking books as finished, with additional 'did I ever read that?' vibes), this morning when I turned on my desktop I got Not My Usual LockScreen Picture and then after a certain delay a message that Windows was failing to login to my account. Try again.

So I tried again and it just hung so I switched it off, and next time I turned it on it came up a bit slowly but behaved itself.

Hmmmmm.

So, looking back over last year:

Apparently read the usual 220+ books, exclusive of works read for review purposes.

In being an Ancient Academick:

Had 3 reviews published, one and a fairly extensive essay review somewhere in journals publishing pipeline.

One chapter in an edited volume appeared.

Actually got out and attended 2 conferences (did miss one due to sudden health issues), one of which involved Going Away, and the other of which involved Doing a Keynote (at rather short notice....)

Project in which I have been involved for some years didn't exactly crash and burn but due to various issues (including email errors meaning I was out of the loop for several months) changed and mutated and I may yet decide to Just Send That Article to relevant journals and see what they say.

There was the whole Honorary association with Institution of Highah Learninz not being renewed after over 2 decades because after 1 person who was Honorary Lecturer doing Awful Thing Bringing Institution into Disrepute, they viciously tightened up the protocols. This involved me scurrying around and applying for and getting an Honorary Fellowship at an entirely appropriate and esteemed institution just down the road therefrom.

And am giving a paper to the Fellows' Symposium in the spring.

There is also the possibility re BBL and myself editing the ms of important work of recently prematurely deceased friend and scholar.

So, not quite irrelevant yet...

In more general life stuff:

This was the year of engaging with physiotherapists! On the whole the results have manifested positive results.

I in fact started pursuing that because, following that Routine Health Check last year, I was doing resistance band exercises and noticing some problems. Anyway, have been, cautiously, continuing these and have even moved up from The Really Wimpy Pink One to the Green One. This, plus daily walks, and probably doing my physio exercises, has seen some reduction in weight, and sleep improvements, though whether there's been any benefit re blood pressure, cholesterol etc, who knows.

This has also been the year of tentatively poking my nose out of my hole, both, see above, attending conferences and going to more social events at New Institution, and more general social interactions.

I only finished and published 1 volume in The Ongoing Saga but I'm currently well-advanced in the next one.

Hesitant to say My Plans For This Coming Year, which there are, but I don't like to say, because I think they have been plans before and not happened.

Привет and welcome to our new Russian friends from LiveJournal! We are happy to offer you a new home. We will not require identification for you to post or comment. We also do not cooperate with Russian government requests for any information about your account unless they go through a United States court first. (And it hasn't happened in 16 years!)

Importing your journal from ЖЖ may be slow. There are a lot of you, with many posts and comments, and we have to limit how fast we download your information from ЖЖ so they don't block us. Please be patient! We have been watching and fixing errors, and we will go back to doing that after the holiday is over.

I am very sorry that we can't translate the site into Russian or offer support in Russian. We are a much, much smaller company than LiveJournal is, and my high school Russian classes were a very long time ago :) But at least we aren't owned by Sberbank!

С Новым Годом, and welcome home!

EDIT: Большое спасибо всем за помощь друг другу в комментариях! Я ценю каждого, кто предоставляет нашим новым соседям информацию, понятную им без необходимости искать её в Google. :) И спасибо вам за терпение к моему русскому переводу с помощью Google Translate! Прошло уже много-много лет со школьных времен!

Thank you also to everyone who's been giving our new neighbors a warm welcome. I love you all ❤️

What I read

Finished Pointed Roofs - gosh, how bizarre is that German girls' school? It seems more like somewhere that parents send their little darlings to until marriagable age, and actual education is not a priority.

Simon R Green, Which Witch (The Holy Terrors #3) (2025), enjoyable popcorn read.

Which could also be said for Simon Brett, Death in the Dressing Room (A Fethering Mystery, #22) (2025), phoning it in a bit perhaps.

I thought Janice Hallett, The Killer Question (2025), was doing the opposite of phoning it in and straining too hard. This might be the thing one sees when a writer has done Something Fresh and Exciting but there comes a point when that is hard to sustain and there is a feeling that they have scurried around a bit and it feels kinds of effortful.

Matt Houlbrook, Songs of Seven Dials: An Intimate History of 1920s and 1930s London (2025) (which is, I may point out, well after the epoch of Seven Dials in which I have shown interest....). It's very good, very readable, if I had been sent it for review I might have made a few quibbles - e.g. on the basis of the evidence he adduces about the changes going on in the area, even if the mixed race couple the Kittens hadn't brought a libel suit against entrenched wealthy interests, wouldn't their cafe have had to close eventually anyway? Also was reminded of those lecture by Gayle Rubin on the leather community in San Francisco and how very specific local contingent factors meant that certain phenomena could arise, also very much within a specific time. Also that cities (if they are places where things are still happening rather than historical relics) tend to see changes all the time and there is a fluidity around spaces.

On the go

Still on the go, Diary at the Centre of the Earth, which I am enjoying a lot.

Exasperatingly, because of the e-reader issue and because Some Men in London 1960-1967 alleged it was not properly authorised I had to reauthorise my reader via Adobe Digital Editions, as a result of which a large number of my books have been removed from the ereader, including that one, removing my place markers when I reimported it.

Up next

Should probably get on to Anthony Powell, Hearing Secret Harmonies (A Dance to the Music of Time #12 (1975) for the final meeting of the book-group next month.

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